Ups and Downs...Where I chose to focus my energy!

So I had an audition for a TV show that I had literally been praying for for like 6 months at least!!!! Well, I got the audition finally. But, I didn't get the role.  And truthfully, I think I did a pretty good job, but not a GREAT job.  I fumbled over a few words a couple of times during one of the takes.  I recovered from it in the second take.  Still and all, good is good...but GREAT is bigger and better and stands out over just being good. 
Admittedly, I was a bit let down because I didn't book the job. It bothered me for at least 8 hours after learning the news...and I had to tell myself "I decide to invest my energy on the positive"! I immediately begin thanking God for just getting me the interview, if nothing else. 

Anyway, the very next day, I got an audition for another Co-Star role on a different TV show.  I ran into an actor and we somehow started conversing about the auditions-I think he asked me if I had heard about them, so I told him yeah, but that I didn't book the job.  I told him that I was good, but not great.  And he quickly reminded me that, sometimes we are GREAT, but are not RIGHT so not to sweat...and that's fine and all, but in my heart of hearts, I knew I was right for this role, but not GREAT!

Anyway, needless to say, this time I booked the role! I was right for it and I was GREAT at the audition.  I felt it too.




Yay! God is truthfully good. He blessed me with a talent. He gave me an anointing. He gave me favor, and he opened a door for me.






~Squeaky Moore